i will be dead to everyone here within a few hours. i never met anyone from here, i never talked with anyone from here outside of the forums, i don't even have an avatar, i don't have a memorable name, this base, pathetically fleeting and utterly limited notoriety i've gained tonight will overshadow my efforts at straining myself to bring something to these forums for the past few months, this is my identity, this will be your identity, this will be all of your identities, this is why hopper exists, this is why millsapa exists and it's absurd and it's unfair and i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hhate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate