Now being able to narrow my attention to about one fourth of the possible futures I once had, I just went back and looked at the "mistake" I made a few moves ago, moving my Rook over the b6 instead of down to h2. Now I realize that either way, this particular situation likely would have developed, or could have developed. I don't think now that even that "mistake" eliminated a real chance to win this game.
Log's last move did remove some chances for me to make a win of it, all of which would naturally involve some kind of mistake, like not taking the move he just made.
Well, I am going to lose another pawn here, and likely will lose this game. But there is some chance it could devolve into a draw, so here goes.
uhmmm. . . . you know what. . . . I was on the verge of resigning a few weeks ago. . . .There is nothing left to hope for in this game but the off chance of some Log stupidity of major proportions.
I'd rather start another game sometime soon. . . . .
52. Resign.