For me, this thread has become like a low grade drug that's oddly addicting because you live in a sh*t area of Wyoming and there is nothing else going on. The drug is so bad it's not even illegal yet, it's just sold at the sketchy gas station one county over. But I'm still trying it every day in hopes that it suddenly blows my mind......
I've got to stop this. This is a daily disappointment for me. I'm at that scary point where even a sh*tty outcome (example, Knicks give 3 protected first rounders and Grimes and Quickly) would be enough to at least sedate me. And that's not a good place. I'm going sober, guys. I'm learning to live with my existence and accept that Mitchell will simply be here next year, and through enough work with my sponsor, I have hopes that it will somehow all be ok.
If something actually happens we'll need a whole new thread. At this point, this is quasi-legal meth that's one molecule off and it's not even that fun.