Again, sorry if I find apologies self-serving. Vast majority of them are. From you apologizing to your little brother for pushing them so your mum wouldn't ground you, to politicians apologizing for any number of misdeeds. I don't think Williams is apologizing for Jerry's sake, but for his own sake. That's just how people are. I find it hard to believe sudden changes of heart. Just like I don't believe that Tim Hardaway is suddenly a friend to the gay community. If Williams really wanted to apologize, it wouldn't have taken Steve Starks calling him and suggesting it. He knows how to contact the Jazz. This just reeks of someone trying to apologize to a dying man to make themselves feel better.
And you ought to remember that this set the Jazz as an organization back a decade. A player refusing to acknowledge the basic concept that players play and coaches coach and nothing good ever comes out of trying to mess with that. Especially in a situation where the freaking team has a .675 record. The team won 53 games in 2010. They were on a pace to win roughly that many in 2011 before Williams decided to stage his rebellion. If luck with injuries serves us, we may win 53 again this year. 9 years later, and almost a decade of rebuild later. Think about it. That's a quarter of this franchise's history in Utah.
And while you and Williams try to pin what happened on youth(I love apologies where someone says they were young and/or stupid), he was 26 at the time. He was also the the leader of the team. Or he was supposed to be, anyway. Rudy is our current captain. Compare and contrast. And I hate this idea that as long as you offer an apology(contrite, no less!), forgiveness should follow. I think certain things can't be undone. A decade in the wilderness for our franchise is one of those things. We all make choices and we have to live with them. I still don't think Williams realizes how much damage he did. He just feels bad that his career went off the rails and that he has no home, in basketball terms, anymore. Oh, and that people blame him for making the last season of a HOF coach's career a sad spectacle.
Okay...you don’t have to forgive him, but it still takes something to finally have the meeting and face to face apologize. It means something when it seems like not long after Deron left he was speaking fondly of his time here. Sometimes you don’t know what you got tell it’s gone and you actually do have some growing up to do.
Even had things with Deron went smoothly, the rebuilding would have happened. I think pinning that entire horrible period of franchise history on him is naive and unfair. Was he part of it? Certainly. Fully to blame? No.
Deron did things within the community, charity events, lives here during the summers, is in and around Park City and SLC and has been since he was traded. There were also great times with Deron, and you could always sense that chippiness it, compounded with growing arrogance during that time caused him to act like an *******, which he’s owned up to being and apologized for. I think Deron gave quite a bit to fans here and this organization, and its overshadowed by yes, the darkest time in franchise history.
I forgive Deron, doesn’t mean I’ll forget the BS he did, but there’s days I really miss prime D-Will in a Jazz uniform. It was a fun time.
If we had to go through that near decade of hell to end up with Rudy and DM and this team.....we’ll I wouldn’t change a thing. I hope Deron will attend a few games, and I hope he’s given a warm welcome. The reason you want peace is yes, partly for you. But the reason Deron wants peace with coach Sloan, the Jazz, and to warm back to fans here is also likely because it all meant something to him.
Prior to this meeting being set up by Starks Deron had mentioned in articles here and nationally the funnest and best times of his career were here and he wished things had gone differently. He’s been saying that for years. Yes, Deron wants some closure with this fan base, the organization, and coach Sloan, but you don’t want closure unless it bothers you how things ended, and it bothering him would very much indicate it meant something to him.